对你的思念

我想你

对你的思念没有因为忙碌而转淡

反而在夜深人静的时候更强烈

其实我真的很怕你会从此消失在我的生活里

虽然你我相遇在虚拟的世界

但你在我心里已有一定的地位

我无法忘记你对我的好

更无法忘记你曾经对我说过的话

我知道诺言并不可靠，

因此我只是半信半疑，

但对于你曾经说过的话，

我却希望你可以做到，

而我更希望你不会从此消失。。。

“I hope you can remember when you need it that I am always here for you as best as I can.”

不懂你还记得吗？

这是两年前你对我说过的。。。

近半年来你那儿发生了很多事，

我希望你平安无事，

你只是太忙因而无法回我，

这是唯一安慰自己的说法。。。

每当仰望夜空

就会让我想起你

因为你最后一封 email 对我说有空就看看天上的星星吧

在我仰望天空的时候，

你也和我一样吗？

凌乱的思绪

双手握着驾驶盘

听着电台播放的歌

思绪又飘到以前。。。

那零碎的片段重整后

还是那么地清晰。。。

感觉还是那么地强烈。。。

跌也跌过了，

痛也痛过了，

哭也哭过了，

但为何你还是学不会？

为何你还不能免疫？

习惯别人对你的第一印象，

习惯孤军作战，

习惯不公平的待遇，

但为何你还不习惯这习惯？

“就算全世界放弃你，看轻你，

你都不可以自我放弃，看轻自己”

真的能吗？

你可以不理会旁人的眼光吗？

一直坚持的都是正确的吗？

你已忘了生活的意义，

生存的价值，

还有你的价值。。。

我想你失败了。。。

人们常说：

“心有多大，世界就有多大”

真的吗？

你的心很小，

容不下太多东西。。。

If I Let You Go - Westlife

day after day

time pass away

and I just can't get you off my mind

nobody knows

I hide it inside

I keep on searching but i can't find

the courage to show

to letting you know

I've never felt so much love before

and once again I'm thinkin' about

takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go

I will never know

what my life would be

holding you close to me

will I ever see

you smiling back at me

oh yeah

how will I know

if I let you go

night after night

I hear myself say

why can't this feeling just fade away

there's no one like you

you speak to my heart

it's such a shame

we're worlds apart

I'm to too shy to ask

I'm to too proud to lose

but sooner or later I've gotta choose

and once again

I'm thinkin' about

taking the easy way out

but if I let you go

I will never know

what my life would be

holding you close to me

will I ever see

you smiling back at me

oh yeah

how will I know

if I let you go

if I let you go, oh baby

oooh

once again I'm thinkin' about

takin' the easy way out

but if I let you go

I will never know

what my life would be

holding you close to me (close to me)

will I ever see

you smiling back at me

oh yeah
how will I know

if I let you go

but if I let you go

I will never know

(oh baby)

will I ever seey

ou smiling back at me

oh yeah

How will I know

(how will i know)

if I let you go

Gotta be somebody - Nickelback

This time, I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren’t enough

So I’ll be waiting for the real thing,

I’ll know it by the feeling

The moment when we’re meeting,will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I’ll be holding my own breath, right up ’til the end

Until that moment when,

I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this means too right,

it’s just like deja vu

Me standing here with you

So I’ll be holding my own breath,

could this be the end

Is it that moment when,

I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough

The wind shows up, (make sure you’re holding on)

Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

阴影

姑姑又发生意外了。。。

幸亏只是轻微的擦伤，没什么大碍。。。

虽然事隔将近一年半了，

但我们全家上下还是摆脱不了这阴影。。。

尤其是姑姑本身和祖母。。。

放学回到家就听到这消息，

我整个人沉了下来。。。

祖母超担心的。。。 =.=

我们都无法忘记一年半前所发生的事，

抄佛经抄到睡着的我，

突然间被祖母叫醒了，

那时候她以为姑姑和我在客厅看戏，

哪知道客厅没有人，

而妈妈房间的门却打开着。。。

当她知道姑姑发生意外后，

眼泪就不听使唤地落下，

好久好久都不能停止。。。

那四十八个小时

我们都睡不好，吃不好。。。

直到手术成功后，

姑姑终于苏醒了，

我才看到祖母和爸爸的那一丝笑容。。。

虽然姑姑侥幸地逃过一劫，

但心理和生理上还需要调整，

爸爸为了照顾姑姑因而三个月没有工作，

那时候只靠妈妈一个人撑起这个家，

那时候的我们都很彷徨，

惟有见步行步。。。

半年后姑姑终于可以上班了，

但她已经不是以前的她了。。。

以前的她是开朗的，

但现在的她是悲观的。。。

以前的她总喜欢和我打打闹闹，

现在的她只静静地观看电视节目。。。

以前的她总喜欢到处趴趴走，

现在的她哪儿都不想去。。。

我们真的很想回到过去，

很想阻止这场意外的发生，

因为它把姑姑带走了。。。

姑姑是否能够像以前那样呢？

一年？两年？三年？

到底还需多少时间姑姑才能复原呢？

还是永远都无法回到从前了？

我们真的很后悔

当初没有好好地和姑姑相处，

我们总爱和她斗气，顶嘴。。。